Saturday 20th May
Missing you more and more every day
Loving you forever and always
To infinity and far beyond
But in my heart your soul safely stays.
Beloved Angel son
Blowing kisses to heaven
xxxxxx
Harbour today
Fluffy clouds
Friday 19th May
800 days
Since
I saw you
Held you
Heard you
Smelt you
Felt you
800 days
Since
You breathed
Talked
Smiled
Laughed
Cried
800 days
Of
Grief
Tears
Emptiness
Loss
Heartbreak
My sweet, darling Angel
Forever missed
Forever loved
Safe within our hearts
xxxxxx
A gathering of clouds over the harbour
Laughing, playing, smiling, touching……… January 1987
Thursday 18th May
Sunshine and smiles
Big fluffy clouds
Blue skies and warmth
Bringing out the crowds.
How you loved to walk
Around the town
People watching
Hurrying on down.
A book clasped tightly
To read on the go
Turning pages
Head bowed low.
Now as an Angel
Do you still roam
Right beside us
And come back home?
I think you do
I hope you’re there
Loving the outdoors
Breathing fresh air.
But I still miss you
So very much
Wish you were here
Your hand I would touch.
xxxxxx
Harbour panorama
Blue skies overhead
The surfing beach
Wednesday 17th May
So many books on shelves
Teddy bears and cuddly toys
Winning rosettes and horseshoes
CD’s that made lots of noise.
Clean t-shirts neatly folded
Shoes lined up all in a row
Pictures hanging on the walls
A Britney Spears signed photo.
Everything is as it was
It’s as if time has stood still
Full of memories, that’s your room
And with love my heart does fill.
Sweetheart Angel son
Missing you every day
Wish you were still here
That you hadn’t flown away.
xxxxxx
Grey and muggy
Tuesday 16th May
I live every single day
Without my darling son
Won’t be able to see you grow old
He’s now an Angel, a special one.
Fly free
Sleep peacefully.
We love you so, so much
To the moon and back.
Love you more
And all the world.
xxxxxxx
Monday 15th May
Memories
Comfort me
Photographs
So many
When alone
Tears fall free
Angel son
Forever be
In my heart
There safely
For all of
Eternity
xxxxxx
Sunday 14th May
The wedding party decided that a wonderful way to blow away the cobwebs, following yesterday’s celebrations, would be to go on a long walk around the manor house today.
A six mile walk across rolling hills, high ridges, bluebell woods, farm tracks and cow fields. Such beautiful views, blessed with spectacular weather, we were so fortunate.
Upon return, we relaxed in the gardens, with Ploughman’s lunches, cakes, scones and clotted cream.
A special family weekend.
We missed your presence, my darling. You would have had fun, I’m sure.
Beloved Angel son.
xxxxxx
Saturday 13th May
Today we went to a wonderful wedding at a manor house in the Dorset countryside.
Your cousin was married today, and I think you would have wished her well, and enjoyed the day in the sunshine. You would have explored the extensive gardens and the many drawing rooms in the house, filled floor to ceiling with books, artworks and pianos.
From Morris Men and cream teas, to croquet and cricket on the lawns, caricature portraits, photographs and Pimm’s, to dogs delivering the rings, dinner and dancing in the church, to a glitter bar and blazing fire pit. A whole day of marvelous fun and celebration in the sun.
Thinking of you, and missing you as always.
Darling Angel son.
xxxxxx
Friday 12th May
I held your hand
‘Til it went cold
Wish I could have hugged you
As you grew old.
I cradled your head
And stroked your face
Wish you’d have opened your eyes
And returned my embrace.
Precious Angel son
Now forever young.
xxxxxx
Thursday 11th May
You are the angel in my heart
Though you no longer walk this earth
I know your spirit is by my side
And I’ll love you for all I’m worth.
You are the angel in my heart
But I know you’re up in heaven
Our memories will last a lifetime
And my love for you won’t lessen.
Missing you sweetheart
Darling Angel son.
xxxxxx
Grey clouds over the harbour
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 