Just because



Sunday 20th March

Just because I’m used to it,
Doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt anymore.

My heart is broken,
But I still have to get up each morning.

On the outside, I’m coping,
Beneath the surface, is where pain lies.

You will always be my son,
I continue to talk to you and about you.

I don’t love you any less,
As time passes, I know I love you more.

No longer on this earth,
But I feel your heart beating with mine.

My first waking thought,
And my last one before I fall asleep.

I love you my darling,
I just wish you were here to tell you.

Night, night sweetheart,
Love you to the moon and beyond.



A grey afternoon



21 responses »

  1. What a blessed Mom your Son had, but I believe that his Spirit is still with you, and he’s waiting for you, looking out for you, and your words of love to him are not in vain. Bless you and your aching heart. x x x

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