Sunday 20th March
Just because I’m used to it,
Doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt anymore.
My heart is broken,
But I still have to get up each morning.
On the outside, I’m coping,
Beneath the surface, is where pain lies.
You will always be my son,
I continue to talk to you and about you.
I don’t love you any less,
As time passes, I know I love you more.
No longer on this earth,
But I feel your heart beating with mine.
My first waking thought,
And my last one before I fall asleep.
I love you my darling,
I just wish you were here to tell you.
Night, night sweetheart,
Love you to the moon and beyond.